Sep 25, 2004 01:19
I'm such a bitch. I'm too controlling. I've been holding you back, and I'm sorry. I guess I've just become so used to how things were before, without realizing that you've changed...for me. I'll never ask you to change yourself again. You shouldn't have to. I love you for you, nothing else. I could never let this relationship die. You mean way too much to me, and you know that. I just hope you love me as much as you say you do. I still want our future that you've promised me repeatedly. This relationship isn't exactly the easiest thing in the world, but I would much rather work on it, than not have it at all. I love you, and now it's time for me to stop telling you, and start showing you. I'm going to do my best to stop being so demanding. I have a lot of things I need to work on, we both do. But I promise I'll never give up, even when it gets hard.