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so i havent written in a while.. i normally write on myspace.. but i dont feel like everyone and thier mom needs to read this...
so lately i have been feeling extra sad and i have been thinking about jonathan more and more .. and i dunno why but i am really heartbroken and i wasnt before i dont know if it is finally kicking in or what but i am so sad. and i miss him .. everything.. hha.. even the asshole side. i jsut want to hug him i want him to hold me like he did always..
always and forever.
thats waht we always said and i love you bunches
i love you bunches back .
yea that shit made me cry just now.. so i dunno .. i miss him and i fear that right now if i were to see him i would want him back .. i feel weak and vonerable .. and it sucks..
i want no one else but him . i just wish he would grow up a lil and get right.. but i promised myself .. no more chances.. oh and he prolly doesnt want me anymore ne ways..
im still fuckin fat and now im like super insane
.. sooo eya . i duynnp this feels good to get out in the open ..
so lately i have been feeling extra sad and i have been thinking about jonathan more and more .. and i dunno why but i am really heartbroken and i wasnt before i dont know if it is finally kicking in or what but i am so sad. and i miss him .. everything.. hha.. even the asshole side. i jsut want to hug him i want him to hold me like he did always..
always and forever.
thats waht we always said and i love you bunches
i love you bunches back .
yea that shit made me cry just now.. so i dunno .. i miss him and i fear that right now if i were to see him i would want him back .. i feel weak and vonerable .. and it sucks..
i want no one else but him . i just wish he would grow up a lil and get right.. but i promised myself .. no more chances.. oh and he prolly doesnt want me anymore ne ways..
im still fuckin fat and now im like super insane
.. sooo eya . i duynnp this feels good to get out in the open ..