May 23, 2005 23:00
well this weekend was awesome a guy gave me a bus card and bought me mcdonalds and starbucks. now i have been craving starbucks but it costs too much. met a guy named robbie we went everywhere, nowhere and everywhere in between. it was cool. i met his sargeant he is sexy id do him and i think he liked me too. he said he hopes to see me again. i shouldve given him my number when robbie wasnt around. but oops. i didnt.
i saw nate yesterday and it was nice i think that we both missed eachother but liked this time apart (absence makes the heart grow fonder) and yah i hope that he doesnt fuck that chick tonight i want him to be mine. and i wanna be his. but i have time i am in no hurry for that to happen i am quite content with the way we are whatever that is, i jsut wish i knew what was going on with us. for once i am too pussy to talk to him about. and yah the suspense of not knowing is kinda fun cuz ya i like not knowing in a way but not alot.
i dunno i guess maybe it doesnt matter what happens i mean yunno everything happens for a reason and itll all work out for me eventually. whatever is planned for me will happen and so theres no point in worrying about it yet. im young and well i gotta alot of things to do for myself before i try to settle it down and i gotta get all of it out of my system and what not. but im bored of that life already mayeb i should get outta this place and change my scenery thatd make me alot happier. but where would i go and what would i do there. i would miss nate and my friends and ya. i dunno i guess illl just wait and see where nate and i are going. cuz what other reason do i have to stick around? who would miss me if i went, i mean really miss me? and who would actually miss me enough to make an effort to see me? thats what i would like to know. but yah . i dunno. im gonna do that thing now.
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? alissa elaine grip
2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? im not wearing pants ;) pink undies and gray shorts
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? OZ on HBO
4. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? egg sandwhich with lots of condiments
5. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? sometimes always on shooting stars
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? red
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? i think it could be raining or jsut cold and windy
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? mason
9. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? no one really sent it to me but i like dusty who i copied it from
10. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? well im bored as hell and i wanna fuck nate and i wanna cigarette but other than that i have been having a good day.
11. FAVORITE DRINK? pink lemonade(minute maid) milk at home, white chocolate mocha at starbucks or apple juice mmmmm
12. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? beer or st. ides or sutter homes white zinfindale, or straight vodka
13. FAVORITE SPORT? football for watching and maybe playing, tennis too, or bowling if iceskating is a sport then ya that
14. HAIR COLOR? light brown with blonde streaks
15. EYE COLOR? blueish green
16. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES? 20 20
17. # OF SIBLINGS? one
18. FAVORITE MONTH? august or april
19. FAVORITE FOOD?mozz. sticks, gordita, salad
20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? operation petticoat
21. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? october 6th ha
22. WHAT DO YOU DO TO VENT?smoke talk/bitch
23. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? dont remember maybe i my crocodile
24. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer
25. HUGS OR KISSES? both at the same time or kissing with no tongue jsut lips
26. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate
27. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO REPLY? yes but they probly wont
28. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? no one
29. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? everyone
30. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? parents or nates or wherever else i am
31. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? yesterday when nate said he didnt beleve that i didnt sleep with anyone else except him since april 1
32. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? lots of shit, xbf boxes and makeup and trash shoes
33. WHO IS THE FRIEND YOU HAVE HAD THE LONGEST? naomi but we dnt talk much well atleast lately
34. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? went to nates, fucked and then went home and went to sleep
35. FAVORITE SMELL? i dunno
36. WHO INSPIRES YOU? no one really
37. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? airplanes, santa clause, spiders, snakes, dying alone.
38. PLAIN, BUTTERED OR SALTED POPCORN? buttered i guess but i rather have cheesy
39. FAVORITE CAR OR TRUCK? i dont know anymore
40. FAVORITE FLOWER? calla lilies the little ones or roses
41. NUMBER OF KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? two i think car house i dont use either
42. CAN YOU JUGGLE? men yes but no not really
43. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? friday or sunday
44. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? went to dinner hated it got in a fight with brian and fucked and ya
45. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD? no