hmm decisions decisions

[alissaelaine]

well i hadnt called nate in a while and i knew hed call me and he did. i spent the night with him and didnt sleep with him. ha skill. anyways he told me again tha id be his only if i started opening up with him sexually. i think i could do that and well its not like i dotn want to. he doesnt ever ask me to do something. he jsut expects me to know that. and brian calls me every day. i guess were goin to a movie before he goes to work tommorow. all yall better not say anything my parents hate him. im just trying to find out what i want i want. anyways. ya i have no plans for the weekend. saw tyler last night we have coffee i think i forgot to say thank you but thank you if you read this.

i wish i didnt get as bored as i do yunno. i dont know htough. seeing if maybe i can find somethin to do this weekend.
talk to you all later
with love'
alissa