YAY! I'm back!!!
Erm...yeah, I WAS writing in this actually journal. With pages and a cover. (sort of) lol, but I kinda quit and yeah...I felt all disappointed cuz I was soooo gonna keep a journal but this is easier. Well, a lot a lot a lot has happened since my last entry. Lol! So much! Ummmm...I work at the theater now, don't know if I did before. Ummm, I'm not
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Whatever you do. You do not want to be anything like me.
No, I'm not happy. I'm not. I fucking hate every single thing on the fucking earth. I'm sick of everyone's shit. I'm sick of people failing me, me failing them, let downs and letting downs. I hate it. I hate everything. And I can honestly say I hate people. I haven't quit cutting. I haven't stopped anything else. I am not happy.
I'm just good at pretending.
And lately, I've had this urge to jump off of something or run away. I don't care anymore. I don't care about anything. I'm sick of it all.
I hate everything. So therefore, no I am not happier than you. You are happier than me. I'm really good at wearing masks. I know how to show people what they want to see.
You wanted to know how I do it, well now you know.
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