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Still feel very ill. Nothing happening though. So I don't really think I'm sick..just feeling weird..
Pain: 6ish I guess.
I'm so useless! UGH! I'm sick of it! I want SO badly to be like everyone else. Be able to move however I want, do whatever I want.
Open mouth. Insert gun. Pull trigger? For some reason...no. Thank the Lord I still have this wonderful feeling that things are going to get much better. It's just right around the corner. I just have to be patient.
I'm trying Father, I'm trying.
Pain: 6ish I guess.
I'm so useless! UGH! I'm sick of it! I want SO badly to be like everyone else. Be able to move however I want, do whatever I want.
Open mouth. Insert gun. Pull trigger? For some reason...no. Thank the Lord I still have this wonderful feeling that things are going to get much better. It's just right around the corner. I just have to be patient.
I'm trying Father, I'm trying.