Dammit

[aliothsan]

I hate that whenever I have free time I just lose all motivation to do anything pointful at all. At the moment (spring break...), this includes everything from semi-academic work all the way down to social interaction and basic maintenance stuff like putting away my clean laundry. It makes me worried that I'm not the kind of person who can be forced to work hard for years and come out still with the motivation to do independent work. Is this fixable?

I also hate that, what with the mix of classes I'm taking this term, I'm basically wasting my time if I want to major in bioengineering &/or computer science. Grr am already behind.