Apr 20, 2009 17:43
I have an interview at Greenwood High School this Wednesday.
I'm feeling so stressed about finding a summer job and a teaching job. Tony is registered for full time classes this fall. The weight will officially shift from his shoulders to mine. I'm terrified.
I suddenly feel very lost, and very alone. I imagined this as one of the happiest times in my life, but I feel like I'm searching desperately for something I can't find. Sometimes I wonder about the things in my life.
My mentor teacher takes a lot of prozac, and she's happy all the time.
Has life come to this?