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hurray hurray for drama! not specifying just saying there is much of it at the moment. first of still yes fine the stupid crap with my licenese, its three friggen years overdue for me to get it, and i swear i am not suffereing from some sort of mental disorder, althought that would have me feel better about this. and the fact that i just slaoughtered a whole bunch of grammer rules, yippy! hmm anyways yeah more thinking about where im goign after scraft and what im going to do right now im set on goign for genetics and u of m, but i doubt that i can get in. if they dont care about high school stuff anymore i may be alright but if they do then im not getting in. in that case i go to state possibly, although if i pick genetics im not sure how their program is so i will have to look around. a good portion is that im sick of dealing with schoolcraft i mean i dont want to insult anyone but i feel my brain melting away there. not only are the classes lacking as far as information goes, but its hard to find anyone to talk to. college is supposed to be about socializing and im not getting much of that everyone seems to just go there go to class and leave, they dont want to talk or i just dont have anything in commom with them. the school works for a lot of people im sure, but not for me. the problem now is trying to figure out what to do about it its too late to apply to transfer anywhere next fall semester, however, i think i may be able to pull off winter 07 and maybe get in a few spring classes. i worry about college too much haha but whatever its better than doind nothing all day which i feel like im doing. its astounding how infereior i feel when i do something having to do with nhs i mean i look back and i see how much i screwed up not just academically but socially and all the oppurtunities i missed all the friends i ignored and jsut how much i miss the place now hmm rant rant rant i need to go visit i feel like no one wants to see me there now though, bah screw them im recruiting a group and we going to go to a bunch of classes muahaha im just upset we cant disrupt spirit wekk because im busy oooh but not till one hmm plots plots plots oh yes leesa moved in with me and my family tis interesting good bye my goodness i need more interesting entries what happened to my life