AAAAGH
I am really freaking sick of feeling like I am doing absolutely nothing here while everyone else is having a blast in college. By going to a community college I feel like i have just passed up one of the funnest parts of my life. I mean i know that everyone at the bigger schools is having to working like crazy, but still i mean i want to be part of that. I feel almost like im just wasting away here, and i pretty much am, yeah I'm transfering after my two years but by then I will have missed a lot and I'll probably be behind as far as academics go because the program here is so screwed up. I know I whine about this every chance i get but its pretty much the only thing I have right now, so if youre one of my friends that I have complained about this to before I am really sorry. I'm just sick of goign through the entire day goign to class with out talking to anyone really then coming home maybe doign a little homework if i have any then watching T.v. goign on the computer or just generally doing nothing. If anyone has any suggestions on how i can not feel useless,they would be much appreciated.