Beautiful my dear
I woke up today at 8:30. I saw mat's live journal. I haven't talked to him cuz' he didn't take his phone with him away. I don't know what to really think/say about it. I asked dave and he said it wasn't anything and i was getting worried for nothing. Maybe he's right. Anyways i went to summer school after that note with that and other stuff on my mind. I had to take a test . And we had a note book quiz i got a 100.
Yesterday i hung out with Mat, Dave, Jenna, Billy, Jennifer. Dave got close up to this kid steven who was hitting on me and mat started like telling him not to hit on me and stuff. I was so embarressed. But, i guess i'm kinda glad he did that. We had a fun night. Well atleast i did.
Lately i keep getting annoyed at my friends. I feel like shit. I have like back cramps?! And my head hurts. Kern just called me he wants to chill and talk i'm down for that. I hope Jen, and Jenna aren't mad at me. My mom all day has been wanting to take me to do stuff for my room. The one day she want's to take me i actually don't wanna go. Isn't that weird? Lol, i mention my room a lot. I guess it means a lot to me cause, i trap myself in it. And i want it to fit who i am the best that it can. Right now from looking around you can't tell much about me and what i like. It sucks. Boy oh boy am i tired. I'm craving ice cream. Ice cream makes me think of mat for some reason. Maybe cause he bought me it 2 or three times. Lol, i dont know i'm weird. Like mat, i miss many people. I think i'm going to fall asleep in this chair. I feel like my teeth grining idk why. I can't stay on topic i totaly forgot what i was gonna say. I can't write anymore.