I need to get some writing done.

Sep 16, 2006 15:35

Hi readers,

I need some advice, I just got done deleting Maggie from everything in my digital life which is at this time our only mode of conversation or way that I can know anything about her. I've convinced myself that I don't care and I'm done, knowing that I'm only on the run from the well of feelings that washes through me whenever I get in a rut about everything and start feeling bad for myself. I think this is a good thing and I'll let time divide to reach out to her when the pain has subsided. This is going on 4 months now this has been like this and I'm still stuck in the muck unable to grow as a person. I want to write this EP and show everyone what I have. I have a lot coming in the future and I hope it's better than the past which I thought was the top. I will probably write in this more now than ever because I like it and this typing will be here forever to look back upon.

Have a great day, Colin
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