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Hi.
I played a show tonight for the very first time and I had a wonderful time. My friends were there and people clapped and we didn't screw up too much and it was awesome. I think the band will take a small break now that we've had practice for like 5 days straight now and we're all a little burnt out. I don't know why but I felt like I wanted to update this tonight probably because I haven't in an extreme amount of time and I have things in my head. A lot of stuff in my life should bring me down and make me not a very productive person but I seem to overcome it, it's always been like that which makes me really glad that I can. Whenever shit with my family happens or the shit that happened more recently happened I can usually just go out and have a good time and even talk about it without having it bring me down. Man did I get my heart torn out, the more I think about it, the more shittily I realize she did everything. I really don't want to be whinny and I really want to be completely over her and forget her name so fucking terribly bad. I've been on a mission for awhile to be outgoing in meeting new people and to clear up shitty relationships where I don't talk to the other person and we never have a conversation but they're around and we both know eachother. I really only genuinly dislike about a handful of people and I like to think for good reason but even that I wish I could clear up even though I probably couldn't with at least one of them because she's to stubborn and has a gigantic ego. This journal entry is really only for me and I can't imagine anyone wanting to read these thoughts coming out of my head in no pattern or structure. I can't wait to play more shows, that will be some good times. meeting girls is quite alright and I hope to put myself out there as much as possible and hope to come out of this better off than her but from what I'm hearing and witnessing that would be hard at all. Getting little kids drunk, that's fucking low, haha. If you read through this whole thing and you're not the girl I'm hankering to then I commend you and you must really care about me, thanks.
Love, Colin
I played a show tonight for the very first time and I had a wonderful time. My friends were there and people clapped and we didn't screw up too much and it was awesome. I think the band will take a small break now that we've had practice for like 5 days straight now and we're all a little burnt out. I don't know why but I felt like I wanted to update this tonight probably because I haven't in an extreme amount of time and I have things in my head. A lot of stuff in my life should bring me down and make me not a very productive person but I seem to overcome it, it's always been like that which makes me really glad that I can. Whenever shit with my family happens or the shit that happened more recently happened I can usually just go out and have a good time and even talk about it without having it bring me down. Man did I get my heart torn out, the more I think about it, the more shittily I realize she did everything. I really don't want to be whinny and I really want to be completely over her and forget her name so fucking terribly bad. I've been on a mission for awhile to be outgoing in meeting new people and to clear up shitty relationships where I don't talk to the other person and we never have a conversation but they're around and we both know eachother. I really only genuinly dislike about a handful of people and I like to think for good reason but even that I wish I could clear up even though I probably couldn't with at least one of them because she's to stubborn and has a gigantic ego. This journal entry is really only for me and I can't imagine anyone wanting to read these thoughts coming out of my head in no pattern or structure. I can't wait to play more shows, that will be some good times. meeting girls is quite alright and I hope to put myself out there as much as possible and hope to come out of this better off than her but from what I'm hearing and witnessing that would be hard at all. Getting little kids drunk, that's fucking low, haha. If you read through this whole thing and you're not the girl I'm hankering to then I commend you and you must really care about me, thanks.
Love, Colin