i have to make this final break through
One of these days I'll post when I'm in a better mood, but one of these days I'll have something better to post about. I know it comes off like I have the worst life ever, but I don't, it's just kinda everything in my life isn't positive.
I know it's because I'm tired an ill but I'm in the most vicious circle ever it seems.
Need Money
Need Job
Not Get Job
Lose Motivation
Dislike Course
To Messed Up To Do Anything About It
Stick To Course
Need Money
I literally can't afford to pay rent. Including my £200 overdraft. In case you're wondering I'm selling stuff to pay for the Wii. I shouldn't have brought that but it's being fixed. But I mean, if I got a job it wouldn't be good either. I'd be tired, have less free time to do work or socialise, get unmotivated and blah.
What am I going to do with my life? Even if I wake up happy tomorrow, like I will probably, it's not going to solve this. This isn't me ranting, blowing stuff out of proportion, this is me not being able to survive financially, physically or mentally.
And don't let me get started on men.
I know it's because I'm tired an ill but I'm in the most vicious circle ever it seems.
Need Money
Need Job
Not Get Job
Lose Motivation
Dislike Course
To Messed Up To Do Anything About It
Stick To Course
Need Money
I literally can't afford to pay rent. Including my £200 overdraft. In case you're wondering I'm selling stuff to pay for the Wii. I shouldn't have brought that but it's being fixed. But I mean, if I got a job it wouldn't be good either. I'd be tired, have less free time to do work or socialise, get unmotivated and blah.
What am I going to do with my life? Even if I wake up happy tomorrow, like I will probably, it's not going to solve this. This isn't me ranting, blowing stuff out of proportion, this is me not being able to survive financially, physically or mentally.
And don't let me get started on men.