i can't get out of bed today or get you off my mind

[alienatedduck]

So the loose ends have become a little frayed. I've applied to Argos again and really want that job. It'll be just for Christmas but I need the money so badly now. I'm feeling guilty for the Wii purchase now. So guilty. I've dropped off communicating as much with Jamie it seems which is bad, because even as a friend he was great. That on top of the Welcome Buffet last night I'm definitely down about the whole guy thing again. The Welcome Buffet is where we got most of the Freshers for Pride and it struck me how much better everyone else is at meeting guys, especially with the intention of wanting more. I can't do that. And I'm not as attractive as most people I know and blah blah blah. You've heard this all before.

I need something positive right now in my life. Something I can focus on that's good for me, that I'm good at or something. But I don't know what that could be.

Seriously, these entries are getting depressing. What's wrong with me? How about a lame joke? Why did the chicken cross the road? To get to the other side. Ha. Classic.