Just need to vent...

[alicornmoon]

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[awakenyourfaith]

I'm really sorry that you're feeling this way. Sometimes, well okay a lot of the time, I feel the same way about myself - my lack of social grace, my lack of strong social ties, wondering why no one calls or anything like that - etc. I wish I could help more, but all I can say is that I've been there, and I'm here if you need to talk or anything like that. *hugs* ♥

[alicornmoon]

*hugs* Thank you. I just, I'm having a hard time feeling that anything I do matters if no one cares about me or my work. I know it sounds very selfish but I give 100% of myself in everything and to just get nothing back, not even something I can work to fix. It hurts, you know?
It use to be that I felt lots of people cared, even in passing. If they didn't think I was the best they still hung with me to see me get better.
I could fill my cup of emotions back up and now..I just feel hollow.
A few days ago I was with my best friend and he met a girl he knew that he was good friends with and she flat out acted like I wasn't even standing next to him, not even when I said hi. I get that reaction a lot I'm like wallpaper or something...

[ragnarok_08]

I'm so sorry that you're feeling this way :(

*hugs*

[alicornmoon]

I want to feel better but I don't know how.

[commander30]

(hugs) I know how you feel. I'm the same way a lot of the time.

[essbeejay]

It seems everybody's having such a bummer year lately. On the plus side, we're almost over the hump

[alicornmoon]

Aaaw, I love how the pony's like 'I can keep up with you just watch me! XD' Oh to be a horse with bare hoofs in the sand somewhere in France *sigh*
I always did relate more to animals than people. Animals just..are. Always honest, just as often forgiving...
Thank you I feel at little bit better...

[busterella]

I'm so sorry bb. I can really relate, and I wish I had a better answer for you. But just know that I'll always believe in you. :3

[alicornmoon]

*sigh* Just about everyone in our little group stopped following me on FF.net to, it just makes me sad. Like I'm not even sure if my writings getting better or worse or anything...
That on top of all this I was feeling was\is an awful mix.
*rolls up sleeve* I'll try, I'll keep trying really hard...

[busterella]

I'm sorry bb. Is it possible those people just aren't online anymore in general? I've noticed several ppl have just kinda disappeared. ):

Even tho I'm really busy atm, know that I am still planning to make you those fic arts and help you promote like I've said. I think we can turn around and get you more feedback and fans. BD might help too. :3

[alicornmoon]

I guess that's possible. I just get feeling extra alone sometimes I guess there. Writing fic is pretty much my deepest effort to reach out to people. I know it sounds silly.
*hugs* Thank you so much. We'll take the world by storm one of these days >:D