Treading

Jun 24, 2008 19:47

I feel like I'm treading water.  I'm holding down a job to make rent and save money for grad school, which, every day, draws nearer, which is exactly what I intended to do this summer, but I don't feel like I'm accomplishing anything.  I hate this feeling.  It makes me eat far too many donuts, which makes me feel worse because it means I can't control myself.  I need to get ahead on HTHT or Elcenia or get ahold of more beads so I can do more work on darkladyothsith's birthday present or do something.  If I don't stop dissipating I'll start sleeping too much and stop even doing the stuff I do manage to accomplish and then I'll take months to get out of the rut.



Monday breakfast: Waffles.

Monday lunch:  Funeral potatoes, strawberries, popcorn, and a German chocolate brownie with coconut stuff dessert.

Monday dinner: Potato salad (my celery seed came in the mail!), an ear of corn.  Dessert: Fudge.

Tuesday lunch: Sourdough bread with garlic butter, minestrone soup, crab-filled ravioli with pesto cream sauce, one of my lunch companion's spinach ravioli, and some broccoli with browned butter with mizithra cheese, which is tasty.

Tuesday snack: Three donuts.  (I'm out of control.  Somebody shoot me.)

Tuesday dinner: Potato salad.  Dessert: another donut, and a bite of yet another donut.

This is turning into a Food Confessional rather than a Food Diary.  Somebody tell me to go and recite "Our vegetables which art low in fat, hallowed be thy greens, thy salad made, with tapenade, in fridge as it is in pantry.  Give us this day our daily roughage, and forgive us our chocolate, as we forgive them that take our chocolate from us.  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from candy," nine times and throw in a "Hail Broccoli, full of vitamins, the Gourd is with thee; blessed art thou among side dishes, and blessed is the fruit in the crisper, Peaches.  Holy Broccoli, Little Green Tree, steam for us bingers, now and at the hour of our death from heart failure at an early age.  Amen."  Maybe then I will go and sin no more.
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