Aug 28, 2004 17:07
I am so disappointed in myself right now. I am making a "B" in speech and only a 92 in Pre AP Biology. I am also getting worse at gymnastics. I thought I would be getting better seeing as how I am working out every single day now, but no I have a horrible coach, I mean I love her, but she sucks at coaching. She is so small she can't even spot us on things and she isn't teaching us anything new so then I will try tings and end up doing them wrong cause no one has taught me how to do it right. I feel as if I am failing at everything and I can't help but want to quit. Quit trying to make good grades,quit trying to be liked, and quit trying to be a gymnast. I don't know why I even bother doing gymnastics any more any way, It is not like I can get to the Olympics or anything I will be too old and too tall. Life is all wrong right now.:sigh:
(this entry was not written out of pity or looking for pity)