Very rambly and jumpy thoughts ahead /

[alicia_s]

how many times have you watched a movie and sworn that you hated it? watched it and not understood it. not realized what sort of impact it was having on you, until the denouement when everything was tied together and you figured out that everytime you expressed your frustration with the main character(s), it was because you were so completely

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[james_franco]

Hello.

[alicia_s]

hi.

[james_franco]

How are you?

[alicia_s]

Okay. I think that's a question I should be asking you. Or where are you? What have you been up to?

[james_franco]

I should at least commend you for a beautiful post. After all, your words has brought me here. And I am doing alright. I'm at home and I've been up to nothing. It is a boring life I do lead.

[alicia_s]

thank you. up to nothing yet not around here. i suppose i can understand. poor boy and his boring life.

[alicia_s]

i have no intention of making you feel bad. i don't expect a reply, and i'm not even sure i want one. i just want to know if you've ever had the intention of sticking around or if you're content with constantly picking at my emotions, happy to see me desperate for a little more than a good word from you. hoping for a hello or a glance in my direction. i miss you, of course i miss you. i just don't want to have to constantly set myself up when you show up and then have to be sad when it all falls through again.