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there isnt any way to do this that makes sense.... so im just gonna do it for me because i cant say what i need to say to the person i need to say it to.
Dear Dad,
i miss you, when i found out i lost it i wish i would have called you everyday last week i wish i would have done so much different its not even been a day since God took you from me but its been the longest day of my life.
I never once told you what a amazing person you were what a kind understanding loving person you were I keep lookign at beckys wedding pictures to just see you i keep looking for you to get online or call me or soemthing i wanna call your phone so bad & have you pick up & me tell you that i love you.
I dont understand why this happened or how or anything i want you back i want you to be here when i finally get married and when i have kids and when i graduate college. i want you to be stubborn just like i am becuase you know thats where i got it from i wanna look at you and think your 20 minutes away i want one of your massive bear hugs i want more then anything right now to be by your side
I wish i still had the voice mail you left me two weeks ago, i would do anythign just to hear your voice one last time just to tell you how much i love you and am sorry for everything i ever did wrong or made you mad i cant believe your gone why? please come back its not fair im only 21 i shouldnt have to bury my father at 21 i hope that your happy in heaven because i kno thats exactly where you are with grandma & grandpa & karl & sue....
Im sorry if i ever dissapointed you im sorry that i spent so long yelling at you for getting engadged so fast im so sorry and i love you so much and there wont be a holiday, special event, or a day that i wont miss you, i'll never forget what a wonderful person you were and all the special things we ever did togehter please just come back let this all be a dream a bad jokke anything please i jsut wanan hold your hand like i did when we would walk to the corner store to get a snack or run to you and hug you when you would get off work like i use to do everyday or just have you smile at me like i could do no wrong i wanna smell your stetson cologne or play video games with you id sit through every indian jones movie with you right now if i could just be with you i love you so much
me & becky are such a mess without you it hurts to look at her and it hurts to look in the mirror because i see so much of you in both of us ive never been so proud of how i look or my last name as i am right now because its one of the only things that no one can ever take away from me that was such a big part of you
please God give me strength to get through this give me something to hold onto because i can't do this by myself.
<3 your loving daughter
Dear Dad,
i miss you, when i found out i lost it i wish i would have called you everyday last week i wish i would have done so much different its not even been a day since God took you from me but its been the longest day of my life.
I never once told you what a amazing person you were what a kind understanding loving person you were I keep lookign at beckys wedding pictures to just see you i keep looking for you to get online or call me or soemthing i wanna call your phone so bad & have you pick up & me tell you that i love you.
I dont understand why this happened or how or anything i want you back i want you to be here when i finally get married and when i have kids and when i graduate college. i want you to be stubborn just like i am becuase you know thats where i got it from i wanna look at you and think your 20 minutes away i want one of your massive bear hugs i want more then anything right now to be by your side
I wish i still had the voice mail you left me two weeks ago, i would do anythign just to hear your voice one last time just to tell you how much i love you and am sorry for everything i ever did wrong or made you mad i cant believe your gone why? please come back its not fair im only 21 i shouldnt have to bury my father at 21 i hope that your happy in heaven because i kno thats exactly where you are with grandma & grandpa & karl & sue....
Im sorry if i ever dissapointed you im sorry that i spent so long yelling at you for getting engadged so fast im so sorry and i love you so much and there wont be a holiday, special event, or a day that i wont miss you, i'll never forget what a wonderful person you were and all the special things we ever did togehter please just come back let this all be a dream a bad jokke anything please i jsut wanan hold your hand like i did when we would walk to the corner store to get a snack or run to you and hug you when you would get off work like i use to do everyday or just have you smile at me like i could do no wrong i wanna smell your stetson cologne or play video games with you id sit through every indian jones movie with you right now if i could just be with you i love you so much
me & becky are such a mess without you it hurts to look at her and it hurts to look in the mirror because i see so much of you in both of us ive never been so proud of how i look or my last name as i am right now because its one of the only things that no one can ever take away from me that was such a big part of you
please God give me strength to get through this give me something to hold onto because i can't do this by myself.
<3 your loving daughter