i am here.
these past couple of days have been fun. But i am afraid to say that they must come to an end. Every notion i have to become someone is running threw my body like wildfire and i can't fuck it up. Lastnight i was way to drunk drinking the vodka wasn't a very good idea. I threw up everything and anything that i ate. It was horrible, like the exorcist came over me... Throw up everywhere. It was disgusting.. eooww....I really like this girl right. I mean I thought that we could be something but i don't think that, that is going to happen.... It makes me feel weird in a way..I have to get a job.. I miss hot momma's.. I need to go hang out with them before i have to work all the time. It's going to suck. She was right the whole time.. She said she has a bad feeling bout jesse and i. So I think that i am going to go with what she feels. Feelings i usually go by... Most of the time there right. But I am going to go for now. My stomach feels empty, and i am all shaky inside.....