my life has never felt so perfect...

My mother overdosed on morhpine today... That wasn't so cool.. Im just tired of the fact that she thinks that she has no flaws but really that's her every flaw.. Life is to precious to always feel "not so there" all of the time... There is to many memories that are forgotten or never came about because you were always to fucked up.. Im tired of it ( Read more... )

the past couple days i can't even explain.... except that i am probably the happiest girl alive!!!
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Lastnight i had fun. This morning was hell though.. I am so glad I get the next two days off... But the only thing that makes me not really excited bout the day is that i feel so lonely.. I no that i have my friends... But it's a different lonely.. My mom has bought me a ticket to go to florida.. (one way) to go after my court date... She says I am ( Read more... )

that's totally how i feel... today has the been the best day of my life for some reason... I love it.. Like im excited. happy... ecstatic.. (if that's how you spell it) loving... perfect... and nothing has changed... maybe it's a little wierd but im loving it. Something i usually don't feel.... I had to work today but wasn't there for very long. ( Read more... )

my love for life has grown so much stronger that i am home.. I missed everyone so dear to my heart.. thats the part that killed me. Eveything that i would see or think of would remind me of someone.. It was the worst not knowing where i was going to end up... But now that i am home i think i might be totally content with the way my life is..

Well tonight was probably the most fun i have ever had by myself... Well kind of... Since none of my friends really wanted to hang out with me i had to fend for myself... I mean i had to party, tomorrow is my only day off... HOW could a person miss out on a chance like that.. Well first off... hehe.. Im a little drunk so don't mind my spellinng. ( Read more... )

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most memorable moment with the two girls of my life.... Here's the whole story ( Read more... )

Dying of the hair is taking place at the moment... I went with a dark red... or bright i might say... I should of stayed with black cause red is such a hassle to keep up with. Well i love my friends.. This girl i have my eyes on is so cute... but i love our friendship more then anything else...I think I want to keep the friendship but add kisses ( Read more... )