Catch Up Post
Snow here today. A bit of accumulation for the first time this year. I am working from home at I can't manage well yet with my foot. Plus I can't wear any of my boots - bah! This foot thing has really put a crimp in stuff I need to be doing. Plus it still hurts mondo. I can't stretch my foot/toes like downwards as the graf is too tight still. The right side has healed really well. The left side looks yucky. It's slowly healing but there's at leat a 1/4 inch gap aka a longer time to heal and big scar.
I know I am a big whinner. I don't think I suffer in silence well. Why should I right? haha. I've been through enough stuff where I put on a brave front. That's all well and good but I got tired of telling everyone things were fine when they weren't. I tell people how they really are when they ask. But I try not to have a negative outlook. A good friend I have always has a very negative attitude. She was like; oh your may not be able to wear a shoe for months, it will be all infected, you could lose all feeling... yada yada. My response to her was you don't know that and can't think like that. I choose to believe it will get better, I will be fine and I can deal with any end result. I might not like it but I can deal with it.
BUT I will whine when it helps - lol.
I am supposed to be working from home but I think I've only done about 2 real hours of work instead of 4. Maybe that's what I do at work anyways haha. What I really want to do is get dressed, yes I am still in comfy pjs, and try to shovel my side walk. No one did it for me! If I can wear my boots then it will get done. If I can't wear them without too much pain then too bad.
done whining... for now
I know I am a big whinner. I don't think I suffer in silence well. Why should I right? haha. I've been through enough stuff where I put on a brave front. That's all well and good but I got tired of telling everyone things were fine when they weren't. I tell people how they really are when they ask. But I try not to have a negative outlook. A good friend I have always has a very negative attitude. She was like; oh your may not be able to wear a shoe for months, it will be all infected, you could lose all feeling... yada yada. My response to her was you don't know that and can't think like that. I choose to believe it will get better, I will be fine and I can deal with any end result. I might not like it but I can deal with it.
BUT I will whine when it helps - lol.
I am supposed to be working from home but I think I've only done about 2 real hours of work instead of 4. Maybe that's what I do at work anyways haha. What I really want to do is get dressed, yes I am still in comfy pjs, and try to shovel my side walk. No one did it for me! If I can wear my boots then it will get done. If I can't wear them without too much pain then too bad.
done whining... for now