Feb 12, 2007 23:29
Who said I wanted to be saved? I don't want to be saved; I want to be complimented. Not in the "you look nice today" form of compliment, but in the we have the necessary common interests and where I lack, he excels and vice versa. I want our personalities to compliment each other. I am fine with being a little less then perfect so please don't try to fix that. I don't want to be fixed.
Apparently, I have been snappy and not so much happy. I didn't realize this, but I am told I haven't been too awesome lately. Sorry. I am not meaning to be. I just hit that streak again. I have hit that point in my life where I am upset at the fact that I am here again. I am in need of a change, and I am not getting the changes I need being here. I want to be done with this. I want to be out of here - out of the same situations that I put myself in. I am done with being the one who initiates things. Done with being the one who remembers things. You can remember something sometime. You can remember your commitments at some point in time in your life. More importantly, don't give me the run-around. Just answer the fucking questions and I will be good. It doesn't really matter to me as much as you think, but it really does aggravate me when someone can't be straight with me.
Anyways, sorry for anything that might seem not so good. I am tired. I am sick of it. I don't want to be here right now. I want something to change and I don't feel like here, right now at this moment, I am able to implement change like I want it. I guess that is all you need.