Come October, I will have been at this job for a year. I'm trying to stay positive, there are aspects that I find redeeming, but I seem to be easily bowled over by the negative aspects. Prior to opening this office, I was simply a Funeral Arranger with none of the managerial responisbilities. I was good at that. My focus was meeting with the
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Alas, the social life is much like the work life, in that if I didn't have people around me scheduling my time and motivating me to go do things, my leisure time would be much more sedate. Similarly, with no one in the office to guide me, I lack the motivation to push forward. Just one of the many things that I have come to realize about myself.
I suppose, what I really should do is go back to the drawing board with respect to job opportunities. In the old days, my father would always make me come up with a pros and cons list and make my decisions accordingly. However, I seem to be too busy bitching about things and less time trying to fix or change them. (There's a true woman for you). I keep waiting for the ideal job to drop from the sky or a career advisor to pop into my life and say... you should be a _______________________; and then tell me how to do it. I suppose I'm supposed to be the one responsible for doing all that!Sheesh!
Sometimes I feel that no matter what job I take, I will be disappointed. I don't suppose anymore there is such a thing as the perfect job.
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