Can you pretend I'm amazing...I can pretend I'm amazing
so since I didn't go to school today...whew was that nice...I stayed at kalias last night and practically layed around and slept all day today...it was great...we ordered chinese for breakfast/lunch...krystle came over and we played smash brothers...good times
I had to work at 5...I made about 30 in tips tonight..I'm so close to that car I can taste it...it's exciting :) all I have to save is 600 and I've got about 560 woohoo!
he can tell...he sees it...he knows I've fallen so hard for him...and it would be so easy for him to break me right now...but I trust him...tammy called him this morning, I answered the second time...I hate her, remember sarah how I hated katie dickerson in 8th grade? this is like a million times more...what the fuck does she want from him, why would she need to call, he already told you he doesn't love you anymore, you cried, it's heartbreaking but get the fuck over it...it's like everytime they talk she pisses him off and he wonders if we've "rushed into things" last week he told me there is no doubt in his head that we are together because we are perfect for each other...there is no doubt there is nothing there stopping him from being with me 100% anymore, that is the most reassuring thing I've felt in the past 3 weeks...I love him...and I hate her for hurting him...if everyone hates you then there has to be a reason, she has to be the biggest bitch in the world if everyone I've met that knows how their relationship was hates HER...
awww he did the cutest thing the other day, it's always freezing cold in his house so when I spend the night I'm always freezing b/c he doesn't have really warm blankets, so he bought me a down comforter and a down pillow for his bed...it was the cutest sweetest thing ever, so thoughtful :)aaw
I keep procrastinating, I need to do economics hw ...first I'm gonna go smoke a cig...
I had to work at 5...I made about 30 in tips tonight..I'm so close to that car I can taste it...it's exciting :) all I have to save is 600 and I've got about 560 woohoo!
he can tell...he sees it...he knows I've fallen so hard for him...and it would be so easy for him to break me right now...but I trust him...tammy called him this morning, I answered the second time...I hate her, remember sarah how I hated katie dickerson in 8th grade? this is like a million times more...what the fuck does she want from him, why would she need to call, he already told you he doesn't love you anymore, you cried, it's heartbreaking but get the fuck over it...it's like everytime they talk she pisses him off and he wonders if we've "rushed into things" last week he told me there is no doubt in his head that we are together because we are perfect for each other...there is no doubt there is nothing there stopping him from being with me 100% anymore, that is the most reassuring thing I've felt in the past 3 weeks...I love him...and I hate her for hurting him...if everyone hates you then there has to be a reason, she has to be the biggest bitch in the world if everyone I've met that knows how their relationship was hates HER...
awww he did the cutest thing the other day, it's always freezing cold in his house so when I spend the night I'm always freezing b/c he doesn't have really warm blankets, so he bought me a down comforter and a down pillow for his bed...it was the cutest sweetest thing ever, so thoughtful :)aaw
I keep procrastinating, I need to do economics hw ...first I'm gonna go smoke a cig...