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so I have mixed emotions about life lately
KaLia makes me the happiest I've been in a long time..I guess you could say it's pretty serious...
I got accepted to UT, the only place I applied...
I'm slacking big time, senioritis hits HARD, and it wouldn't bother me, but it just feels so wrong and bad sometimes, like I'm going to royally fuck up...but it's one of those things that I just can't control, as weird as that sounds...I feel no motivation to wake up in the morning, no motivation to go to school or work or do anything at anytime except talk to or see kalia, and even then...sometimes I don't want to see him or talk to him...sometimes I just want to sleep all day and all night for weeks
my brother is coming in on thursday night, I'll finally meet him...I'm actually really indifferent to the whole situation...
I think this is what you would call depression...senior year is just the biggest stress ever...
KaLia makes me the happiest I've been in a long time..I guess you could say it's pretty serious...
I got accepted to UT, the only place I applied...
I'm slacking big time, senioritis hits HARD, and it wouldn't bother me, but it just feels so wrong and bad sometimes, like I'm going to royally fuck up...but it's one of those things that I just can't control, as weird as that sounds...I feel no motivation to wake up in the morning, no motivation to go to school or work or do anything at anytime except talk to or see kalia, and even then...sometimes I don't want to see him or talk to him...sometimes I just want to sleep all day and all night for weeks
my brother is coming in on thursday night, I'll finally meet him...I'm actually really indifferent to the whole situation...
I think this is what you would call depression...senior year is just the biggest stress ever...