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well actually alot has changed since my last entry surprisingly...adam and rebeecca lee broke up so did jake and his gf...i guess she sent him a text message saying is it over and he said yes or something ihave no freaking clue...and then there was the leadership conference...i met my new friend tom from wethersfield..i also grinded w/ henry and andrew...i thought henry might have liked me but i think it wasjsut he was happy to dance w/ someone...and i would have danced w/ adam but he was still going out w/ rebecca lee and idk it sucked..but i kinda thought oh this andrew kid was cool...and i convinced myself that weekend i was over adam...but then when him and rebecca lee broke up i was like shit im going to like him agian...and tomorrow alana is having a thing..but i mean rl is over him she told me that and she likes someone else...i cant believe ive liekd him since band..im pathetic...and i kno freddy likes me...so if i dont have a chance w/ adam then maybe ill consider freddy...cause i kno we would spend alot of time together if we worked together at the ferry this summer..i just dont know wat to do. i guess tomorrow ill try to sort things out. ikno he is not going to be over rl completyl yet but maybe he can tell me wat he wants. liek he could easily like alana and i could easily be wasting my time i just dont know...i wish i could talk to him but its hard. and he always jokes w/ me about how i cant look at him w/out smilling or laughing..u think he woudl take the hint hey maybe she likes me but no hes a soph boy so who knows...i cant believe jake and his gf broke up thats weird...and she is like all mad about it accordign to her myspace haha...w/e idc...im confused