run on rant
Edited note for the top - I should probably LJ cut this entry but Im not going to - it is also going to piss some off, deal with it - if it pissed you off then maybe some of it applies and you should think about things before shooting off like that at anyone again.
Yeah Im that fucking annoyed.
It seems as of late that every god damn person with the "Ill never find anyone Im such a fucking loser and Im going to give up and stop trying" complex has come to me and started bitching about how god damned lonely they are and about how much hurts and what there not going to do about it because they cant for some stupid excuse or another.
And Ive recently realized that I honestly dont give a shit about those self prepossessed un-willing to do anything positive about their life just because they might fail and it might fucking hurt losers anymore. Hell I used to have that mentality to be truthful and it hurts but its nothing but a fucking destructive cycle that ends when you take your own life or settle for someone not worth your fucking time
And when I say settle I mean it, youll take anything that moves as long as they give you attention once a month, youll change every habit, every quirk, everything about who you are in an effort to fit their fantasies just so they wont leave you and that you wont be alone and lonely again
Fuck the only thing that makes me happy in this world is just that, things that make ME happy.
And listening to your whining bullshit about how life isnt going to get any better certainly isnt going to help me take care of me
Your not the only one with problems.
Grow the fuck up and move on.
You are worth it as long as you, are you.
Yeah Im that fucking annoyed.
It seems as of late that every god damn person with the "Ill never find anyone Im such a fucking loser and Im going to give up and stop trying" complex has come to me and started bitching about how god damned lonely they are and about how much hurts and what there not going to do about it because they cant for some stupid excuse or another.
And Ive recently realized that I honestly dont give a shit about those self prepossessed un-willing to do anything positive about their life just because they might fail and it might fucking hurt losers anymore. Hell I used to have that mentality to be truthful and it hurts but its nothing but a fucking destructive cycle that ends when you take your own life or settle for someone not worth your fucking time
And when I say settle I mean it, youll take anything that moves as long as they give you attention once a month, youll change every habit, every quirk, everything about who you are in an effort to fit their fantasies just so they wont leave you and that you wont be alone and lonely again
Fuck the only thing that makes me happy in this world is just that, things that make ME happy.
And listening to your whining bullshit about how life isnt going to get any better certainly isnt going to help me take care of me
Your not the only one with problems.
Grow the fuck up and move on.
You are worth it as long as you, are you.