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Dec 11, 2004 19:14

Omigaad! You wont guess who I ran into today! Hah! (I know you probably dont care, but ehhh--lemme have fun with this, eh??)
I ran into my good friends Jocelyn (spelling?) and Jexxy at Fry's! I was checking up to see if the manager that gave me the interview was there so I could ask him about the drug test. But, predictably, he wasnt. One of the employees told me to check back tommorrow, so...eh...I mean--I want the job, but im not going to rip my undies apart waiting for it. So until then, I shall wait again...*sigh* But onto my point, yes! I saw Jocelyn, Jessica (Jexxy) and thier friend Garret, all from my old school ^_^! Jocelyn has black hair and black eyes (for the record), and Jexxy has Red hair and Blue eyes. It was really, really good to see them again. Honestly--and I told them--That I didnt think that I'd see them again. They we're volunteering for the salvation army charity commitee (Ya know, the people with the red buckets and loud bells). It was so funny, we talked about all sorts of things while I was waiting for my dad to get out of the auto parts store. Jocelyn would yell "I hope you like your turkey" as a joke to those that didnt put money in. Jexxy drowned someone with hersheys chocolates after they put in a $20 bill-lol. We talked about how anarchy would never work after a certain point, and how theoretically communism could work, and everything else...even Agua Fria. Yes, they agreed that the school resembles ALOT like a prision, as there is much more of a perimeter built arounfd it. I swear, I loathe that school so much. Evil teachers...corrupted students...its horrible. Its a factory for broken mannequins and dolls, thats how I like to think about it. I think that theyre messing up more than theyre educating. But anyways, my friends are good, and thats everything I ever wanted. And Jessica...hrmmph....Jessica...
But today was good.
I cant really gripe about the past week. Wednesday, I had a splendid time with Nessa and friends (Aubs, Christina & Michelle), we watched Blade III at metrocenter, and on thursday I went over to Talia's house. The movie Blade Trinity was good, I think. I wasnt really a huge fan of the Blade movie series, but the trailer made me want to go. I was glad i did, it was pretty good...I love vampires. Mostly, I just wanted to see Nessa. It had felt ages since I had seen her. Yesh...I missed her. You cant blame me, ya know? Being cooped up in this house for weeks on end without a sight of any of my friends...espescially Nessa. Nessa is my buddy...^_^.
Talking to Jocelyn and Jessica made me realize just how far I had gotten this year. Even though I think that the three months of summer went to complete shit, all in all as I was talking to my friends, I became appreciative. I got my diploma. I got my contacts. I got my car. I got my permit. Im on the verge of getting my job. All these things didnt seem to pile up until they fell on me like a ton of multi-colored bricks. I am thankful...I guess, even though i wish that I didnt have to feel any of the bad shit I had felt along with it. But, what can ya do, ya know...? There is no gain without pain...
Most of all, where the hell did Aida go!? Ive like, called her a million times, but nutthin'. Im sure she's just busy with College...but I still do have something to send her...Ah, college. My liscence. Theres still a bit to go before I can get there. In the words of my friend Nessa, "A journey is a part of the adventure...its not when you get there, its how." Can you see why she's so cool!? ^_^

I drew a picture of myself, like 4+ years from now...at an age to where I looked through, and tried to imagine my life away from all the worries that I have now...knowing that there will be more to face...and how in that picture, I was recovered, and happy...Baagh....Over thinking, over analyzing...

Agghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....okees, im done here. Thanks for listening.

Oh, and P.S--My dad's putting up christmas lights outside as we speak--Yayyyyyy!
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