Friday Morning, Over It
This is (maybe) the last ever post I will make from this home!
It seemed to need something of a notation.
Aside from that, it is still nasty, and messy, and ugly, and I'm over it. It's having permutations I didn't forsee and it's taking up far too much of my time and energy. It's a battle I never wanted to participate in and it has no one but losers. No one. Its just two proud and angry juveniles who are doing nothing but embarrasing themselves in front of anyone who cares to see.
And that's not to say that I'm not still furious, and that I don't want revenge, and that I'm not living through my emotions and it's certainly not to say that I'm in any way morally superior. Its just to note that though I am exactly as pathetic as the Housemate is, I am in the sad position of being able to recognise our respective states for what they truly are. And still, apparently, be helpless to improve them.
*claps hands* But as I said, I am over it, and done with it, and if I have anything to report from here on in I will try to do it as factually as possible!
For example, I have had electricity and the phone put on. This is very, very exciting. I am still at the naive stage where extra expenses represent independance. I have no doubt I will soon be enjoying bitching along with the rest of them.
As I may or may not have mentioned, I saw Prince Caspian. I loved it. I thought it was beautifully executed, and I can't really say much else for fear of spoilers (though who hasn't seen it by now?) If I get the chance, I will soon try to see Hulk and, purely on cleolinda's recomendation, Wanted.
And now, because I think it is highly appropriate, I leave you with Jebediah's Leaving Home. Although life has been very good to me.
It seemed to need something of a notation.
Aside from that, it is still nasty, and messy, and ugly, and I'm over it. It's having permutations I didn't forsee and it's taking up far too much of my time and energy. It's a battle I never wanted to participate in and it has no one but losers. No one. Its just two proud and angry juveniles who are doing nothing but embarrasing themselves in front of anyone who cares to see.
And that's not to say that I'm not still furious, and that I don't want revenge, and that I'm not living through my emotions and it's certainly not to say that I'm in any way morally superior. Its just to note that though I am exactly as pathetic as the Housemate is, I am in the sad position of being able to recognise our respective states for what they truly are. And still, apparently, be helpless to improve them.
*claps hands* But as I said, I am over it, and done with it, and if I have anything to report from here on in I will try to do it as factually as possible!
For example, I have had electricity and the phone put on. This is very, very exciting. I am still at the naive stage where extra expenses represent independance. I have no doubt I will soon be enjoying bitching along with the rest of them.
As I may or may not have mentioned, I saw Prince Caspian. I loved it. I thought it was beautifully executed, and I can't really say much else for fear of spoilers (though who hasn't seen it by now?) If I get the chance, I will soon try to see Hulk and, purely on cleolinda's recomendation, Wanted.
And now, because I think it is highly appropriate, I leave you with Jebediah's Leaving Home. Although life has been very good to me.