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Apr 27, 2006 12:38

okay- kinda worried that I have my picture up here now, but whatever. If someone sees it and knows me, then obviously they've got a ED too.

131 lbs. today- WHOOOO.
BMI- 23.2

not good, but better.

slowly slowly I am losing. But I've still been eating. Last night I ate like crazy. In some ways I feel guilty because I know if I restrcited way more, I would lose way faster, and way more. But I really don't want to gain it all back. Watch, I'm gonna be a freaking balloon right before my wedding. LOSER.

anyhow: things with Beth are meh. I don't plan on talking to her. And this weekend I'm gonna go to another church. I don't have to volunteer, it will just be better for me. I don't know what it is about her that pisses me off so much. It's all very frustrating though.

but yeah: weight loss, eating, GAH.

I think I have the job at the gym for septmeber pretty well in the bag. (God willing)

gotta clean and spend some time with my daddy,

allie
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