Bloo skies?
I've been good, things have been alright. Ups and downs, people being helped and hurt. A few strange things have happened, too, that I never thought I'd experience. It just didn't seem likely. I guess I took a few things for granted, and that made the impact of these events a little more shocking than they would've been if I'd just paid attention. Overall, I'm happy.
I'm tired of people telling me "Matt, you need a girl.". Do not tell me this again. While I think it's probably true right now, I'd rather not be somebody who needs a relationship, or a partner just to get by alright. It's alright if other people feel they need that, but I'd rather stay away from it. I was a rather confused little mess for a bit, and enduring things instead of grabbing something that can make me *feel* happy (not necessarily *be* happy) has helped me to learn and understand more, and I'm sure that if I just keep this up for only a little longer then things will be even better. Then I'll have proved to myself that I don't *need* someone else like that, and I won't have to endure this all over again.
John and Mike have been including me in their plans more often, and that makes me feel tons better. I would've settled with a phone call just to see how things were, but I can't complain here. Thanks much guys, I really appreciate it, and I apologize for being as insecure as I was.
Speaking of those plans, J&M had invited me to see AVP on Thursday at midnight.. so I went. On top of that, Jaime had long made plans to see it on Friday, so I went to see it again after getting off work. Good movie, had much fun both times I went.
I'm back into Gaia, and a faithful member of MK like I used to be. Might not seem like a big deal to everyone else, but it makes me glad. Great crew of people in MK.
I have a new copy of 'Yourself or Someone Like You' by Matchbox 20, and I've been listening to it rather often lately, along with 'More Than You Think You Are'. I had forgotten just how much I liked Matchbox, and how much I could identify with my interpretations of quite a few of their songs. Big fan of the band.
I have money! It's strange, and I don't even know what to buy, save a few things. I don't find DVDs attractive anymore, and clothes were never terribly important to me. I was never a big advocate of reading into the clothes people wear, and I think I look fine. Now, if I was out for a girl, that might change... but I'm not.
Fun fun. I'm rarely home anymore, but that doesn't mean you can't reach me on my cell phone. You can even call me while I'm at work. Granted, I can't talk for long on it, but still. It's good being out and about all the time, though it gives me little time to work on D&D stuff.
It's strange to say.. but life is good.
I'm tired of people telling me "Matt, you need a girl.". Do not tell me this again. While I think it's probably true right now, I'd rather not be somebody who needs a relationship, or a partner just to get by alright. It's alright if other people feel they need that, but I'd rather stay away from it. I was a rather confused little mess for a bit, and enduring things instead of grabbing something that can make me *feel* happy (not necessarily *be* happy) has helped me to learn and understand more, and I'm sure that if I just keep this up for only a little longer then things will be even better. Then I'll have proved to myself that I don't *need* someone else like that, and I won't have to endure this all over again.
John and Mike have been including me in their plans more often, and that makes me feel tons better. I would've settled with a phone call just to see how things were, but I can't complain here. Thanks much guys, I really appreciate it, and I apologize for being as insecure as I was.
Speaking of those plans, J&M had invited me to see AVP on Thursday at midnight.. so I went. On top of that, Jaime had long made plans to see it on Friday, so I went to see it again after getting off work. Good movie, had much fun both times I went.
I'm back into Gaia, and a faithful member of MK like I used to be. Might not seem like a big deal to everyone else, but it makes me glad. Great crew of people in MK.
I have a new copy of 'Yourself or Someone Like You' by Matchbox 20, and I've been listening to it rather often lately, along with 'More Than You Think You Are'. I had forgotten just how much I liked Matchbox, and how much I could identify with my interpretations of quite a few of their songs. Big fan of the band.
I have money! It's strange, and I don't even know what to buy, save a few things. I don't find DVDs attractive anymore, and clothes were never terribly important to me. I was never a big advocate of reading into the clothes people wear, and I think I look fine. Now, if I was out for a girl, that might change... but I'm not.
Fun fun. I'm rarely home anymore, but that doesn't mean you can't reach me on my cell phone. You can even call me while I'm at work. Granted, I can't talk for long on it, but still. It's good being out and about all the time, though it gives me little time to work on D&D stuff.
It's strange to say.. but life is good.