in a weird mood....
we're loyal like brothers, just us versus all the others
you're the ones for, you're the ones for me
truely....sometimes i may not give my friends enough credit, or give enough in return, but these poeple mean the absolute world to me. im in a really weird mood. torri's death effected me a lot even though i didnt really know her well. its just like.BOOM. you could be gone tomorrow, innocently, for no reason, just accidents. if anybody has ever been to www.mydeathspace.com you know its kind of a weird website, i was on it the other day, its a place for all the poeple that have died that have had a myspace, all of theirs go to this website and you see how everyone has died, and they have comment pages for all of them, its kinda fucked, kinda nice, and sad. i was lookin around the other day and a very decent amount of the deaths for people around my/our age is CAR ACCIDENTS. some alcohol/drug related...most not. most just innocently driving, its insane. its horrible. i cant even imagine. i drive like an asshole, but i have defiantely changed that. its so stupid, trying to get somewhere a liitttllle bit faster or LIVING. death is so messed up. i do not want to die. it just hits so close to home. makes you realize. anyways the point of this entry was....
Dont mistake the ones who are always around, for the ones that are always there
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these people are my life, weather i have known them my whole life...or for 6 months. if i ever had to go with out any of these poeple, i have no idea what i would do. ever. and with me saying that, im sure people said that about torri, and everybody else that has died.
my sister amber, a given, i dont even need to explane the reasoning for that.
emily fitz....one of the most amazing poeple i have met...more of my sister than a friend.
cate treese...been friends with her for like 2 years, yoiu know how you have those poeple that you are just genuinly happy with? yeah, thats her. <3
sara j...because fast close friends, i see her pretty much everyday but still learn something new about her every day it seems like. if i didnt have her i probably wouldnt go on half the adventures i do now....shes always up to do anything with me unlike most poeple.
eric bailey....one of my best friends ever. iv known him for years now and even though we used to not be so close, we had a funny friendship...iv always felt comfortable talking to him about anything and everything, and i still do. sometimes he makes me more mad than anybody but at the end of a bad day, even if it was with him,hes still the one id call to make me feel better.
erin campbell, i love this girl. i can tell her anything and she loves to get just as fucked up as i do...all of the time. nobody id rather smoke my last bowl with <3
craig keller...always and forever my best friend. thru thick and thin, anything that happens, sadly sometimes i go days and days with out talking to him but once i do...everything back the way it used to be. love this kid
Brittany rao..iv known this girl for a while and even tho i dont see her much, she knows everything about me pretty much and vise versa. love to get effed up with this girl. guaranteed good time haha
Marissa reilly...friends forever....no matter what. there are a few poeple that even though you dont get to see them as often as you'd like....you know they will always be there for you and vise versa. love her to death
i dont know, you didnt have to waste your time reading all of that, iv been cleaning my room all day, just incase anything ever happened to me, my parents wouldnt have to do it. i know that sounds fucked up...just random thoughts though. im so grateful to have everyone in my life, and even though half those ppl dont read this whatever....blahblahblab
you're the ones for, you're the ones for me
truely....sometimes i may not give my friends enough credit, or give enough in return, but these poeple mean the absolute world to me. im in a really weird mood. torri's death effected me a lot even though i didnt really know her well. its just like.BOOM. you could be gone tomorrow, innocently, for no reason, just accidents. if anybody has ever been to www.mydeathspace.com you know its kind of a weird website, i was on it the other day, its a place for all the poeple that have died that have had a myspace, all of theirs go to this website and you see how everyone has died, and they have comment pages for all of them, its kinda fucked, kinda nice, and sad. i was lookin around the other day and a very decent amount of the deaths for people around my/our age is CAR ACCIDENTS. some alcohol/drug related...most not. most just innocently driving, its insane. its horrible. i cant even imagine. i drive like an asshole, but i have defiantely changed that. its so stupid, trying to get somewhere a liitttllle bit faster or LIVING. death is so messed up. i do not want to die. it just hits so close to home. makes you realize. anyways the point of this entry was....
Dont mistake the ones who are always around, for the ones that are always there
<3AlEfCtSjEbEcCkBrMr
these people are my life, weather i have known them my whole life...or for 6 months. if i ever had to go with out any of these poeple, i have no idea what i would do. ever. and with me saying that, im sure people said that about torri, and everybody else that has died.
my sister amber, a given, i dont even need to explane the reasoning for that.
emily fitz....one of the most amazing poeple i have met...more of my sister than a friend.
cate treese...been friends with her for like 2 years, yoiu know how you have those poeple that you are just genuinly happy with? yeah, thats her. <3
sara j...because fast close friends, i see her pretty much everyday but still learn something new about her every day it seems like. if i didnt have her i probably wouldnt go on half the adventures i do now....shes always up to do anything with me unlike most poeple.
eric bailey....one of my best friends ever. iv known him for years now and even though we used to not be so close, we had a funny friendship...iv always felt comfortable talking to him about anything and everything, and i still do. sometimes he makes me more mad than anybody but at the end of a bad day, even if it was with him,hes still the one id call to make me feel better.
erin campbell, i love this girl. i can tell her anything and she loves to get just as fucked up as i do...all of the time. nobody id rather smoke my last bowl with <3
craig keller...always and forever my best friend. thru thick and thin, anything that happens, sadly sometimes i go days and days with out talking to him but once i do...everything back the way it used to be. love this kid
Brittany rao..iv known this girl for a while and even tho i dont see her much, she knows everything about me pretty much and vise versa. love to get effed up with this girl. guaranteed good time haha
Marissa reilly...friends forever....no matter what. there are a few poeple that even though you dont get to see them as often as you'd like....you know they will always be there for you and vise versa. love her to death
i dont know, you didnt have to waste your time reading all of that, iv been cleaning my room all day, just incase anything ever happened to me, my parents wouldnt have to do it. i know that sounds fucked up...just random thoughts though. im so grateful to have everyone in my life, and even though half those ppl dont read this whatever....blahblahblab