The liar

Jun 02, 2008 22:13

My ex-boyfriend is a fucking liar. We were supose to do something together tonight and he call me to tell me that the weather was really bad on the highway and he got scare because of that. And we were suppose to do something last friday and he cancel because he was working saturday morning(He told me last monday that it was okay even if he was working). He told me that we could see each other next thursday or friday. He told me that he is only working saturday morning. I told him that he already cancel last friday because he was working. He said : Ah we could try to check this out.

Forget it. I will not call him again. He will have to call me if he want to see me because I won't. I'm really tired of this. It look like he doing this on purpuse, to hurt me or something. Maybe it's only my imagination... I don't understand... Well, maybe he's not that confortable to drive in bad weather.. Or maybe he's not confortable to drive at all. Like me. Anyway, I won't be calling him, he will have to do it.

I slept all day. I was suppose to do a exam today.. But I woke up late and... I call my teacher that I won't be coming. I was feeling so embarassed because I deceive her... Well, she call me later to tell me that I could do the exam at the beginning of the next semester. I'm so happy! because if I have to do that class again, It means another year of school and I can't do that! I have to finish this year!

I went to my french class and we had to writing test to do. At 9:30 pm, I finished it so I could go home. I was happy because I was really looking foward to see Jérôme. But he call me on the bus and you know what happen. I promise myself in the past to not to cry because of him anymore but I just couldn't stop myself from crying. I was so frustrated to fall into that again. Anyway.. Now I know that he feel nothing about me. We are only friend. So now I really have to move on. I know I can do it. I don't have to be with someone right now anyway. I have to tell myself that it's better that way.

So right now I'm watching tv or listening to music.

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