Seems Like Some Things Will Never Change
I've been trying to finish this essay... not that it's boring, but I would be more interested in something else. I'm not as in to celebrities as other people are. My topic focuses on why celebrity ads don't work and why some of them do work. Doesn't sound that hard, but it's hard to express myself in 5 pages. I've only written like 1 1/2 page or so. This is going so slow and the rough draft is due tomorrow. I don't know if I can make it. :-(
I realize that i have poor time management skills. I must admit that I'm addicted to Twitter. Facebook is easier to stay away from. :-O I need to limit more than just Facebook. I need to limit the internet in general and focus on my schoolwork and just work harder than I used to. I don't want to be a lazy bum all the rest of my life. I feel like I'm not taking my education seriously enough. :-( I've been given the opportunity to go to school and I'm wasting time. *sigh*
There's other areas of my life that I'm trying to work on, but I battle them all the time, the same things over and over. Staying healthy. Sleeping. Eating right. Making enough time for God. It's sad, but I don't even practice my music as much as I should.
Starting now, I want to improve myself, even though I keep falling. I will not stay down. I will always get back up.
I wish I had more time for reading! I'm reading "Enchanted Ivy" which is a modern day story mixed with some fantasy, but it's slow going since I've been so busy and usually read before bed time. I've slowed down with "Anna Karenina." I hope I can get my homework and studying done so I can spend more time with myself.
I feel like I'm neglecting to keep in touch with certain people in my life, too, including my best friend. I feel guilty but it's hard to juggle a social life and school and alone time. It's been crazy. :-( It's harder to make friends at this new school, too. The music majors are comfortable with themselves since they knew each other longer. I've only spoken a bit to 2 music majors who seemed nice. It's hard being the newbie. I did introduce myself to one nice lady in my English class. I'm glad I had the courage to do that. :-)
I realize that i have poor time management skills. I must admit that I'm addicted to Twitter. Facebook is easier to stay away from. :-O I need to limit more than just Facebook. I need to limit the internet in general and focus on my schoolwork and just work harder than I used to. I don't want to be a lazy bum all the rest of my life. I feel like I'm not taking my education seriously enough. :-( I've been given the opportunity to go to school and I'm wasting time. *sigh*
There's other areas of my life that I'm trying to work on, but I battle them all the time, the same things over and over. Staying healthy. Sleeping. Eating right. Making enough time for God. It's sad, but I don't even practice my music as much as I should.
Starting now, I want to improve myself, even though I keep falling. I will not stay down. I will always get back up.
I wish I had more time for reading! I'm reading "Enchanted Ivy" which is a modern day story mixed with some fantasy, but it's slow going since I've been so busy and usually read before bed time. I've slowed down with "Anna Karenina." I hope I can get my homework and studying done so I can spend more time with myself.
I feel like I'm neglecting to keep in touch with certain people in my life, too, including my best friend. I feel guilty but it's hard to juggle a social life and school and alone time. It's been crazy. :-( It's harder to make friends at this new school, too. The music majors are comfortable with themselves since they knew each other longer. I've only spoken a bit to 2 music majors who seemed nice. It's hard being the newbie. I did introduce myself to one nice lady in my English class. I'm glad I had the courage to do that. :-)