settling in
well last night was the night i talked with chloes mom about moving in- it looks like im gonna be staying at my dads house- her mom said my family should try to work things out before sorta disrupting and altering someone else which i totally understand but i guess i just think that things arent gonna work out here and i know im gonna end up being sad most of the time
pretty much there are maybe 2 good things about living here- #1 is that i have the comp and #2 is that i can have ppl over kinda a lot as long as i give them proper notice- i do like that dont get me wrong but i know besides those 2 advantages things will be difficult- my room will not be my room- it will be the guest room and the way it looks wont change which means i pretty much dont get to incorporate my stuff into it and another thing thats pretty much one of the biggest things for me is pets- if u know me at all, u know i love cats- u know at my moms house i had 6- this sounds creepy and psycho and god knows what else but i dont care- my cats kept me company cuz my mom wasnt home a lot they were kinda like my brothers and sisters...god i sound so freaky- but going from having 6 cats that slept on my bed and stuff like that (not all 6 were on my bed at once lol) is going to be a very difficult transition to having no pets at all!!!i hope ann sees that im gonna be miserable without a furry kitty to hold
i also hope that eventually i am able to make my room my own bc as far as i can tell, im not going anywhere anytime soon...feeling slightly more peaceful at the moment but still rather crappy
thats all she wrote
JaDe
ps...my new aim sn is "shes oh so jaded" so please im me on that one and not xoaligirlox05
much love for those of u who have been here for me during all this mess
pretty much there are maybe 2 good things about living here- #1 is that i have the comp and #2 is that i can have ppl over kinda a lot as long as i give them proper notice- i do like that dont get me wrong but i know besides those 2 advantages things will be difficult- my room will not be my room- it will be the guest room and the way it looks wont change which means i pretty much dont get to incorporate my stuff into it and another thing thats pretty much one of the biggest things for me is pets- if u know me at all, u know i love cats- u know at my moms house i had 6- this sounds creepy and psycho and god knows what else but i dont care- my cats kept me company cuz my mom wasnt home a lot they were kinda like my brothers and sisters...god i sound so freaky- but going from having 6 cats that slept on my bed and stuff like that (not all 6 were on my bed at once lol) is going to be a very difficult transition to having no pets at all!!!i hope ann sees that im gonna be miserable without a furry kitty to hold
i also hope that eventually i am able to make my room my own bc as far as i can tell, im not going anywhere anytime soon...feeling slightly more peaceful at the moment but still rather crappy
thats all she wrote
JaDe
ps...my new aim sn is "shes oh so jaded" so please im me on that one and not xoaligirlox05
much love for those of u who have been here for me during all this mess