crying my frikkin eyes out
right now im sitting here trying to type crying super hard- everything is changing- my best friend is moving to frikkin indianna for college and god knows when the next time ill see her is...ive never been confronted with so much change before- in fact ive never been confronted with change period- ive lived with my mom for my whole life practically- my parents separated when i was 2 and divorced when i was 5 so grew up with them apart- it never bothered me
on saturday when i finished moving my stuff to my dads house he took me to lunch at sweet tomatoes and i always go there just me and my mom- we used to do a lot of stuff like that- at sweet tomatoes they only play oldies music which is what i grew up listening to bc my mom listened to it when i was little- so of course i busted out crying and couldnt eat- i felt so sick and just bursting with so many diff emotions- it felt like she died- shes actually sorta cutting off our relationship- she called when we were almost done eating cuz she had come and seen my stuff was gone- i guess she expected me to talk to her about leaving but i didnt see the point in arguing- on the phone she told me she wanted her house key back- today i found out she had the locks changed
i hope chloes parents can find it in their hearts to take me in cuz im having a frikkin incredibly rough time with all this- i feel like im losing 2 ppl i really really really care about
crying violently now and cant type any longer
thats all she wrote
JaDe
on saturday when i finished moving my stuff to my dads house he took me to lunch at sweet tomatoes and i always go there just me and my mom- we used to do a lot of stuff like that- at sweet tomatoes they only play oldies music which is what i grew up listening to bc my mom listened to it when i was little- so of course i busted out crying and couldnt eat- i felt so sick and just bursting with so many diff emotions- it felt like she died- shes actually sorta cutting off our relationship- she called when we were almost done eating cuz she had come and seen my stuff was gone- i guess she expected me to talk to her about leaving but i didnt see the point in arguing- on the phone she told me she wanted her house key back- today i found out she had the locks changed
i hope chloes parents can find it in their hearts to take me in cuz im having a frikkin incredibly rough time with all this- i feel like im losing 2 ppl i really really really care about
crying violently now and cant type any longer
thats all she wrote
JaDe