every morning i look at you and smile
I feel like i've never been this happy! :)
I decided to just forget about the past, and control myself more. Also just knowing that your friends, boyfriend and family care about u helps. It seems to be working. I feel amazing and im really happy! :) Brett is amazing! I honestly don't believe there could be anyone better than him (for me)! i know i joke around about him sometimes, but really he is wonderful. Im not sure what i think about my new hair yet, but i've gotten good responses so far :) and i enjoy wearing it curly (now that i know how to care for it haha).
Im excited for our (Brett and i) trip up north with his dads family! i love them so much! they are amazing, during Christmas i showed up at their house unexpected and they slipped out and got me a gift so i wouldn't be left out when everyone was opening presents <3 my family was terrible, they knew Bett was coming and didn't bother getting him anything so when we were opening gifts i let him open some of mine :( poor boy.
Anyway, this weekend is suppose to be fireworks galore! Bretts dad is a trucker, so during his rounds he collects fireworks from different states. Then on the fourth they bring them all up north and light them off :) i think the fourth of july is my favorite and the best holiday! its in the summer, u get together with ppl and eat a bunch also there is no gift buying involved so u get to save some money :)
The only thing im worried about is bretts step-mom, she can be cool, but if u knew the story about her and bretts mom u'd prolly hate her. So she's not my favorite person. But im worried that she will think that im copying her hair. shes never seen me with dark and or curly hair before and her hair is dark and curly.
Happy Fourth Everyone!
I decided to just forget about the past, and control myself more. Also just knowing that your friends, boyfriend and family care about u helps. It seems to be working. I feel amazing and im really happy! :) Brett is amazing! I honestly don't believe there could be anyone better than him (for me)! i know i joke around about him sometimes, but really he is wonderful. Im not sure what i think about my new hair yet, but i've gotten good responses so far :) and i enjoy wearing it curly (now that i know how to care for it haha).
Im excited for our (Brett and i) trip up north with his dads family! i love them so much! they are amazing, during Christmas i showed up at their house unexpected and they slipped out and got me a gift so i wouldn't be left out when everyone was opening presents <3 my family was terrible, they knew Bett was coming and didn't bother getting him anything so when we were opening gifts i let him open some of mine :( poor boy.
Anyway, this weekend is suppose to be fireworks galore! Bretts dad is a trucker, so during his rounds he collects fireworks from different states. Then on the fourth they bring them all up north and light them off :) i think the fourth of july is my favorite and the best holiday! its in the summer, u get together with ppl and eat a bunch also there is no gift buying involved so u get to save some money :)
The only thing im worried about is bretts step-mom, she can be cool, but if u knew the story about her and bretts mom u'd prolly hate her. So she's not my favorite person. But im worried that she will think that im copying her hair. shes never seen me with dark and or curly hair before and her hair is dark and curly.
Happy Fourth Everyone!