I don't even know.
It's 5am, I'm still awake. I cried most of today. Everything makes me burst into tears. I'm so fragile, I feel like I'm losing my mind. My grief is all-consuming. I hate my job and I just dread going every day. I miss my mom. I miss my dad. I feel like Pat is all I have, and I'm so deathly afraid to lose him. Agh, now I'm crying again.
I just don't even know what to do anymore. I'm going to see a therapist, that's for sure. But am I strong enough to get through this? How do I live through this?
I just don't even know what to do anymore. I'm going to see a therapist, that's for sure. But am I strong enough to get through this? How do I live through this?