I gotta prove to these suckers that I'm bulletproof

May 05, 2007 22:17

Now make it real cute, make it sound like a flute
It's gonna drop, just like a parachute
I can't wait to see my name on a marquee
They're gonna put it right there where it should be
I'm gonna blow up, and man I can taste it
And anyone that don't like it - face it!

Kid Capri - "Pay Attention"

Bitches,

I'm currently watching Stigmata (with Gabriel Byrne and Patricia Arquette), I'm listening to the Weezer green album, and reading Secret Identity; and all I can think about is that I swore this movie didn't look this bad the first time around. I'm watching it now, and it just looks like a shitload of cookie-cutter images put together to a rock/rave soundtrack.

Anyways, I'm writing this from home, where I've only just gotten an internet hookup via Centennial. Because my laptop doesn't have a normal network card slot, I had to re-evaluate and find another way to get the same service, in another way. Cue the cell phone. So I had to buy a cellphone, and a USB cable to connect it to my laptop and sign up with Centennial. So right now I have this cellphone sittin next to me, connecting me with people back home. It's pretty neat stuff, I was in the middle of nowhere, busing my way back home from the capital, and I was talking to friends back home. The nerd inside of me is having an orgasm.

Speaking of trips to the capital, I guess I should fill everyone in on what's going on:

- I'm still designing things, logos, menus, flyers and business cards
- I'm currently co-producing an entertainment show as well as a business profile show on local businesses
- Still (slowly) working on the website, other obligations have gotten in my way from focusing more time on this project, but I'm confident that the slack can be picked up
- We are now officially a publicity company. I mean Victor and I. We've gotten the contract we wanted, we've been assured a saliry with a company, and we get to work on our own, doing things WE want to do. It feels... good. There's an air of concern, however, in that: this is it. I mean, this feels like the first day of the rest of my life. I get to do what I want. I mean, I get to do... what I want! Trying not to get ahead of myself, but it feels good to begin to become what it is you've always told people about. I'm definately happy/curious about this

Other than that, the social life is pretty non-existant. I figure I'll use this new job as a co-producer to use as a means to get out a lil more. Nowadays I find very lil use in going out to get drunk. Again, it all just feels a lil' too "irresponsible". I've also given up the sauce for a while, it just feels too, insincere, and ever since I broke up with the old drunken ex, I've never been back into it. Sure I enjoy a beer every now and again, but really, socially I feel I don't need it. I'm hopin when the time slows down again, when I can reflect and enjoy on works done and friends at home, then I'll take it back in.

My father is coming to visit in June, for a lil' while, which will be nice. I love having reminders of the life back at home. Also, some other news, my cousin from Peru may finally be coming here to visit for a while, which would be killer news. He's thinking that he may even spend a whole month chilling here with me, maybe grabbin' a part time job in the meantime. We'll see how we work it out, but it'll be good to see him.

I think I'll go watch Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny...

I electrify minds, exterminate suckers
Aa!
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