hi friends on livejournal
i guess i am posting this because many people dont see me anymore and i also wanted to vent about my feelings on my life at this moment.
I am so thankful for everything I have right now. I just have so many things that i asked for.
ive been promoted to be the produce and the raw food buyer at rainbow. so i started a system where local backyard gardeners can come in and we'll buy their organic produce and garden plants from them, then resell them to customers. Its really awesome right now because we have organic heirloom tomatoes and jalepenos. its nice because for some people who wouldnt normally plant any plants they now have the opportunity to buy and grow the best tomatoes ever! it makes me happy anyway. i just rearranged so many things at work that its rediculous. who really wants to hear about my job? no one but oh well, im writting it down any way.
ive also been working with this one woman who wants to eat mostly raw. her son went to this place called halejulla acres in florida and they put him on a raw diet and in two weeks he went form type 2 diabetic, to type 1. which means he doesnt have to take insulin anymore. so i am working with them to help them stay in the habit of eating raw foods. i get paid 20 dollars an hour doing it, and its basically all of us talking, hanging out, making raw food, and eating raw food. its awesome. I did my 3rd demo and talk at core wellness this past week and i did really well this time. I talked about superfoods, parasites, and some cleansing techniques. then i made two different kinda of raw ice cream and we made sundaes and it was fun. I got paid over 20 dollars an hour doing that too. things are moving fast. I like it because i am not bored at all. im not just sitting there wishing i had something to do that i liked. i am doing what i like and it is just my life. only crappy part about it is that im still having to let my moms dog out because she is in north carolina because my sister ended up getting surgery to install some stimulator into her spine. fucked up but shes rejecting it so they are taking it out next week. it shocks her when she laughs and caughs. plus it makes her were she cant sleep at all. she was awake for 3 days.
on another note... i bought a truck, got the title in my name and bought insurance. i did it all by myself which is a big deal to me because i always confide in my mom to make sure im doing it right and so that i have the opportunity to be lazy and let someone else take care of me. well not anymore i supose. ive even been driving the truck and doing pretty good. i just sometimes dont shift into the right gear so my truck gets mad and shakes me around... like today when i got a really nice chocolate smoothie all over me. its okay though.
i have been "on" for what feels like over a month now. i really want to be okay with letting myself relax and not do anything. evertime i get a second to breathe i remember that this or that needs to be done. its crazy when i do so much that a 10 hour work day feels like a 4 hour work day. i dont mind, but i can tell the inner child in me wants more play, and an opportunity to pray and paint.
well, thats all. bye
I am so thankful for everything I have right now. I just have so many things that i asked for.
ive been promoted to be the produce and the raw food buyer at rainbow. so i started a system where local backyard gardeners can come in and we'll buy their organic produce and garden plants from them, then resell them to customers. Its really awesome right now because we have organic heirloom tomatoes and jalepenos. its nice because for some people who wouldnt normally plant any plants they now have the opportunity to buy and grow the best tomatoes ever! it makes me happy anyway. i just rearranged so many things at work that its rediculous. who really wants to hear about my job? no one but oh well, im writting it down any way.
ive also been working with this one woman who wants to eat mostly raw. her son went to this place called halejulla acres in florida and they put him on a raw diet and in two weeks he went form type 2 diabetic, to type 1. which means he doesnt have to take insulin anymore. so i am working with them to help them stay in the habit of eating raw foods. i get paid 20 dollars an hour doing it, and its basically all of us talking, hanging out, making raw food, and eating raw food. its awesome. I did my 3rd demo and talk at core wellness this past week and i did really well this time. I talked about superfoods, parasites, and some cleansing techniques. then i made two different kinda of raw ice cream and we made sundaes and it was fun. I got paid over 20 dollars an hour doing that too. things are moving fast. I like it because i am not bored at all. im not just sitting there wishing i had something to do that i liked. i am doing what i like and it is just my life. only crappy part about it is that im still having to let my moms dog out because she is in north carolina because my sister ended up getting surgery to install some stimulator into her spine. fucked up but shes rejecting it so they are taking it out next week. it shocks her when she laughs and caughs. plus it makes her were she cant sleep at all. she was awake for 3 days.
on another note... i bought a truck, got the title in my name and bought insurance. i did it all by myself which is a big deal to me because i always confide in my mom to make sure im doing it right and so that i have the opportunity to be lazy and let someone else take care of me. well not anymore i supose. ive even been driving the truck and doing pretty good. i just sometimes dont shift into the right gear so my truck gets mad and shakes me around... like today when i got a really nice chocolate smoothie all over me. its okay though.
i have been "on" for what feels like over a month now. i really want to be okay with letting myself relax and not do anything. evertime i get a second to breathe i remember that this or that needs to be done. its crazy when i do so much that a 10 hour work day feels like a 4 hour work day. i dont mind, but i can tell the inner child in me wants more play, and an opportunity to pray and paint.
well, thats all. bye