Frustrations and Hooray!
OHAY.
Say wuuutt. Really. Maybe I'm not meant for Latin Honors in this degree. Anyway, I still stand a chance since I'm kinda sure I'll be doing Masters.
Anyway, I'm not as WTFHSHITKJDSKHFJDSF raged compared to yesterday. Thankfully. Because seriously, I had the urge to pull the hair of our prof. OH GOODNESS. DING! Thank you for the Exit Interview and the Dean's lecture today! It seriously pulled me from the urge of confrontation. T_T
Well, I still have to be thankful, right? I actually enjoyed this semester A LOT even though I had 86456478 papers shoved at my throat every week. But look, I managed to finish them all and I did pretty well. I mean come on. This is like my ideal semester ever (grades wise). I averaged 4.6 out of 5.0!!! >O< Gahhhhhh. My hard work did pay off. <3 <3 <3 Its in my wildest dreams that I actually ace all of my majors! JDHHFDKFHDJFHLDFJDF XD Especially International Peace and Security, Governance and Humanitarian Issues!! Oh boyyyyy! >;] Gah, especially with Governance! Carr and I made a 15 page paper in less than 24 hours and it turned out so well~ mwahahaha. :))
So conclusion: Thesis is a total shit of distraction. hahaha! But yeah, at least we're done with it. Even though our thesis might not be Best Thesis material, it actually made sense!! Goodness. I was so worried about not getting the desired outcomes. Small ratio and unscholarly structural criteria, still proved that Inquirer frames its news less than The Star. hehehe.
Anyway, so there. I'm both happy and sad that I'll be graduating college. I'll surely miss the fun and the stress. After all, my frustration of getting into Ateneo and my supposedly transfer to UP was not good for me. Well, if ever I went into those schools I wouldn't have MUNFW + US vacation 09. Mwhahaha (So it all goes down into that eh? xD Well, its hot here in Manila so I have this desperate desire to get out of the heat until July. T_T). And yes, I know you know where I'm getting at. xD
So what's next? Currently I'm scavenging UN agencies and consulate/embassies' websites for entry level vacancies. So far I have NONE. Well I did pass an entry level form for IMF but it's stationed in DC. Well, I'm not really targeting IMF but hey, if I managed to grab a work there, I'm on the foreign relations discipline professional train (Plus a U.S. working visa? hahaha) and I'm actually a step closer to my dream job~ Well, hopefully everything goes well. I hope I can find the time soon to go to the embassies in Makati to find work without getting a heat stroke. T_T