life's too god
well. I shouldn't need this computer generated transcription of my inner workings but, lately, my handwriting's seriously starting to piss me off. It swivvels all over the place; my letters keep turning into these elaborate drawing mazes that sometimes look like flaming motorcycles with asteroid handlebars and riders with two legs hanging from each knee.
Ugghh, feeling like a cactus on the inside. Prickly but still dry. Alone, so alone. All the time. Each soul that's left has felt like a dozen souls-- I guess it always does.
Just, whatever you do, don't know me. Then maybe you won't die. Ha. I'm really taking this too poetically, people have always died... I mean it's war time-- it's always war time!
Damn, Jeff Thomas? I can't believe you did that. I don't get it. Can anyone here relate? Is there this collective subconcious towards death or have I been witness to outrageous odds? These bodies seem so wasted, it's such a shame. It's too bad they can't just go through this process where they give someone else their body, someone else who wants to live.
Been watching a lot of really great older films. I wish I had the time to watch more. They should invent a machine you strap your brain into so you can watch 10 all at once. I mean, there's speed reading, right?
I saw a giant fireball entering the earth's atmosphere last week. Colors you've never seen in your life. It was apocolyptic for about 5 minutes, people dispersing all over the place. It was like that Annie Dillard essay. Whoever finds where it landed gets $10,000. I think I got more than that just getting to see it. It's weird the way the media was trying to make it seem really small scale and everyone who they interviewd who had seen it was like, "oh it was definitly a mile long".
Shit, this needs to get cut short. I really just wanted to say hi to everyone.
Mantra:
Austrlia (July-December), Austrlia (July-December), Austrlia (July-December)
cravings:
1) old friends and old music
2) new friends and new music
3) not too much here or now
4) Finish my screenplay
5) Find an Israeli children's book on peace
6) Translate it, publish it
7) Figure out the next phases for certin projects I've set aside for too long
8) Oath of silence for about a week (will it greatly impair my ability to speak?)
9) Funny movies
10) Make screenplay less cheesy
11) wait for my email Inbox to reach 300 new before checking anything
Ugghh, feeling like a cactus on the inside. Prickly but still dry. Alone, so alone. All the time. Each soul that's left has felt like a dozen souls-- I guess it always does.
Just, whatever you do, don't know me. Then maybe you won't die. Ha. I'm really taking this too poetically, people have always died... I mean it's war time-- it's always war time!
Damn, Jeff Thomas? I can't believe you did that. I don't get it. Can anyone here relate? Is there this collective subconcious towards death or have I been witness to outrageous odds? These bodies seem so wasted, it's such a shame. It's too bad they can't just go through this process where they give someone else their body, someone else who wants to live.
Been watching a lot of really great older films. I wish I had the time to watch more. They should invent a machine you strap your brain into so you can watch 10 all at once. I mean, there's speed reading, right?
I saw a giant fireball entering the earth's atmosphere last week. Colors you've never seen in your life. It was apocolyptic for about 5 minutes, people dispersing all over the place. It was like that Annie Dillard essay. Whoever finds where it landed gets $10,000. I think I got more than that just getting to see it. It's weird the way the media was trying to make it seem really small scale and everyone who they interviewd who had seen it was like, "oh it was definitly a mile long".
Shit, this needs to get cut short. I really just wanted to say hi to everyone.
Mantra:
Austrlia (July-December), Austrlia (July-December), Austrlia (July-December)
cravings:
1) old friends and old music
2) new friends and new music
3) not too much here or now
4) Finish my screenplay
5) Find an Israeli children's book on peace
6) Translate it, publish it
7) Figure out the next phases for certin projects I've set aside for too long
8) Oath of silence for about a week (will it greatly impair my ability to speak?)
9) Funny movies
10) Make screenplay less cheesy
11) wait for my email Inbox to reach 300 new before checking anything