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The two hardest parts of my day are waking up and falling asleep. When I wake up, it's to realize yet again that I am alone and that I have to face the rest of the goddamn day despite that. On the other hand, falling asleep has always been a time for contemplation. It's how I drift off, very gradually. I've never had an easy time of falling asleep but idle thought always helped. I'm at a point in my life where the last thing I want to do is think, so sleeping has suddenly become that much more difficult for me. Needless to say, I haven't been getting a lot of sleep lately.
I want to meet new people. Jesus, I set up a fucking OkCupid account. I think I'm going completely nuts.
I want to meet new people. Jesus, I set up a fucking OkCupid account. I think I'm going completely nuts.