alcolholic 101: use abuse and management of drinking.
to make a long story short: i'm stupid. incredibly wonderfully amazingly stupid.
don't drink a liter of vodka in one sitting. especially if you way 95lbs. it's a bad idea :/
the vice principal took me to the emergenct room because i couldn't breathe and i was passed out. i'd thrown up apparently in my body's weak attempt to stop the poisoning. i got to the ER room and they had to give me cpr cos i was basically dead. i stayed there with tubes in my throat and i don't know when or what or why, but at 3:am i woke to a girl telling me it was okay and that i was in the ICU unit. i cried and went back to sleep. it was all really fucked up for me cos i was on drugs and sleeping medicine and not to mention the shitload of alcohol in my bloodstream. my blood-alcohol level was 23%. thats a lot :/ at 8am i woke up finally and my hands were tied down so i couldn't pull the tubes out of my throat and nose. it was fucked up and confusing and finally i got the nurse in there somehow and wrote on a peiece of paper for her to take them out. 'the doctor will come at 9' she said ' to take them out.' the clock said 8:10. an hour m ore of hell :/
when they were finally out, i couldn't even talk. i still have a fucking sore throat that hurts like amotherfucker. stupid tubes. but at least i lived.
the nurse told me that i stopped breathing a few times at the ER and thye had to keep giving me cpr.
i could've died.
i'm okay now. i got expelled: thaet's not okay but i'm at home and i'm doing kind of better. i've been "grounded" from internet and phone so if anyone trieds to email me, i'm not ignoreing them i just can't reply without my mom saying it's okay, and most of the time she wont let me.
jessica: i love you and please tell kristy and ify and the other girls that emailed me (i can't remember who else did) that i got them and i ]appreciate their concern but i can't email back right now because i'm grounded. let tem know i'm pokay though. i'll call you as soon as i can :/ i'm sorry about all this shit...i miss you so smuch. i miss laura and i really miss mr dodge :( tell mr dodge i said hi okay? do all the teachers know what happened? *hugs* i love you
this is the end of drinking for me.
-- r
don't drink a liter of vodka in one sitting. especially if you way 95lbs. it's a bad idea :/
the vice principal took me to the emergenct room because i couldn't breathe and i was passed out. i'd thrown up apparently in my body's weak attempt to stop the poisoning. i got to the ER room and they had to give me cpr cos i was basically dead. i stayed there with tubes in my throat and i don't know when or what or why, but at 3:am i woke to a girl telling me it was okay and that i was in the ICU unit. i cried and went back to sleep. it was all really fucked up for me cos i was on drugs and sleeping medicine and not to mention the shitload of alcohol in my bloodstream. my blood-alcohol level was 23%. thats a lot :/ at 8am i woke up finally and my hands were tied down so i couldn't pull the tubes out of my throat and nose. it was fucked up and confusing and finally i got the nurse in there somehow and wrote on a peiece of paper for her to take them out. 'the doctor will come at 9' she said ' to take them out.' the clock said 8:10. an hour m ore of hell :/
when they were finally out, i couldn't even talk. i still have a fucking sore throat that hurts like amotherfucker. stupid tubes. but at least i lived.
the nurse told me that i stopped breathing a few times at the ER and thye had to keep giving me cpr.
i could've died.
i'm okay now. i got expelled: thaet's not okay but i'm at home and i'm doing kind of better. i've been "grounded" from internet and phone so if anyone trieds to email me, i'm not ignoreing them i just can't reply without my mom saying it's okay, and most of the time she wont let me.
jessica: i love you and please tell kristy and ify and the other girls that emailed me (i can't remember who else did) that i got them and i ]appreciate their concern but i can't email back right now because i'm grounded. let tem know i'm pokay though. i'll call you as soon as i can :/ i'm sorry about all this shit...i miss you so smuch. i miss laura and i really miss mr dodge :( tell mr dodge i said hi okay? do all the teachers know what happened? *hugs* i love you
this is the end of drinking for me.
-- r