About my love life

Feb 12, 2009 02:00

Yea yea, it is corny but I will get talk about my love life thus far.
In total I have liked about 5 girls. I do not count people who I had crushes or interested in because I do not think they are at the same level of like.
First, it was one of my other friend who I had met for a little bit back then. I basically talked to her alot but then as I thought she liked me it was more of a one way street on my part. She saw me more of a little brother figure and to this day we are pretty close friends.
Second, it was this friend I had know in 6th grade. I have always had a small crush on her but during the summer of 2005, I started to go over to her place alot to chill and work on stuff and yea. Nothing much really happened. She is probably my first default girl. But to this day, I still talk to her once in a while, but not as much as we once had since we are in different colleges.
So basically the third girl was my best friend back in the day, like way back. It went on for a year and basically our friendship ended after she found out I started to like her. I think this is where I started to develop the unsure feelings about dating. Long story, let's say we had closure this summer.
Fourth, I met her in 2006 and was attracted to her from the start. I didn't really do anything until 2006 fall where we just started to talk alot. We both liked each other and had our corny moments. But then it kinda ended during my deep depression for some reason. It basically ended on a mutual basis. Let's just say she became the new default girl for the next two years and yea. I do miss our friendships at times since we don't talk anymore but oh well, people move on.
Fifth, basically I met her in the fall of 2008 and like the fourth, I was instantly attracted to her. But yea it is still at a process or something iono. So let's see what will happen next.

Overall, I have been really hesitant when liking a girl. I have had my fair shares of awful and beautiful memories but in the end, it kinda ended shitty. but yea we'll see what will happen.
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