Life thus far.

Jan 17, 2009 22:04

I feel like writing about my life currently. Since no one uses this or barely anyone knows about this, it is like cool.
Well, lets begin with some organization.

Love Life:
After 2007 I moved from liking a person to just being interested in them; the reason behind this is because I was tired of getting hurt.
During 2008 I was trying to transition myself from the last person I liked to a new person, yet again, it was just me being interested in that person.
Then during college, there was this girl that liked me yet, I don't tend to like like friends anymore.
There are a girls that I am interested in yet, it feels like I am just comparing to another person from home.
I like to ask people out on dates to see if I can bring up that spark of liking someone up again. So far, no luck. I guess I got to go out on more dates with that person again to see how it goes.

Social Life:
During 2007 it felt really nice, I was busy all the time, people needed me for help and etc.
During 2008 it was very similar to 2007. The group of friends I hang out today started forming.
Was one of the best years ever, since I went out everyday and knew I could trust a set group of people with my secrets.
Now in college I feel like a baby. I am relearning how to make friends and talking and all tht social aspect.
First quarter had its in and out. I mostly hung out with my high school friends, yet most of them were high school acquaintances so they already had that false image of me of a clueless person.
I really got annoyed of them at times, yet had some really fun times with them as well.
Second quarter, after all the bitching and venting about college to my set group of friends from home, I started to get out more and make new friends.
It feels nice so far.

School Life:
Highschool was a pain, working my ass off but then once college letters came out, it was somewhat worth it.
I had a choice between UCD and UCSD.
I passionately wanted UCSD.
Yet, my parents wouldn't allow it and more complicated things with it.
When i took my first step in UCD i literally said, "I hate this place."
UCD is pretty easy so far, just studying since there isnt much here.

Private Life:
Mid-2007 I was pretty depress due to some events, which was probably why a lot of people were getting away from me.
You know, people don't like hanging around depress people.
2008, I had moments of depression, but it was overshadowed by all the happiness that surrounded me through my friends and family.
The last four months of 2008 was somewhat depressing, yet not the last days of it.
Right now, I feel somewhat depress and content. Ironic isnt it?
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