so the chris thing isnt happening, but me and trent are hanging out again and i'm happy, i need a good fun guy friend right now.
chris is too busy.
and flaky.
and i need a boy intervention.
seriously.
it's creepy.
i'm all about the chase. and once they like me back, i stop liking them.
errghhh.
it's a stupid game.

ummm.
getting over a boy is hard.
but...
it has to happen.
he's a pansy. i know that sounds mean. but he's way to scared to have a relationship, even a casual one.
he likes me but that's not enough.
we should just be friends.
and i need to go to college and meet boys who are more mature and less lame.

stupid.

i'm just so stressed out. bleargh. so much crap to do. so many freaking play practices and i just got another role. plus 8 classes, yw stuff, social stuff, work, just everything ( Read more... )

i am so incredibly happy right now ( Read more... )

I'M GOING WITH TRENT TO HARVEST.

trent on adderol is insane!!!!! he told me he worked 5 hours in his basement and then 3 doing homework. it is sooo weird not to see him all add. it was weird. i dunno how i feel about it haha. he was so...calm...and not crazy. i'm still trying to get over it ( Read more... )

crackhead night. hahahha ( Read more... )