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I read people LJ's today! People tangent, people post pictures, people lie to themselves and try to feel like real people who understand pain and heart ach, people bitch, people just fill others in on there own lives.
I don't post that much anymore, I don't read these all that often, and frankly my dears I don't give a dame.
I don't care that some rich girl feel like she is a caged song bird.
I don't care that people have interviews.
I don't care that people are allowed to leave there house.
I don't care about these stupid things.
But right now I know I am lying, a part me has to care or else I wouldn't read it a part does enjoy it, but a larger part of me just doesnt care.
I don't know when I stopped caring about these things, I don't know when I started caring about differnt things. I don't know when I became this blunt psycho. I don't know when people words stopped influcing (with the expection of people I love) Right now all I know is that if I could live the life I wanted I would be very happy and since I have limitmations I am unhappy but even with all the insanity even with all the terrible things that are happening I am still more happy then I have ever been.
live your fucking life, go fucking save the world don't bitch about the fact that you can't save it.
I don't post that much anymore, I don't read these all that often, and frankly my dears I don't give a dame.
I don't care that some rich girl feel like she is a caged song bird.
I don't care that people have interviews.
I don't care that people are allowed to leave there house.
I don't care about these stupid things.
But right now I know I am lying, a part me has to care or else I wouldn't read it a part does enjoy it, but a larger part of me just doesnt care.
I don't know when I stopped caring about these things, I don't know when I started caring about differnt things. I don't know when I became this blunt psycho. I don't know when people words stopped influcing (with the expection of people I love) Right now all I know is that if I could live the life I wanted I would be very happy and since I have limitmations I am unhappy but even with all the insanity even with all the terrible things that are happening I am still more happy then I have ever been.
live your fucking life, go fucking save the world don't bitch about the fact that you can't save it.